I’m not even kidding when I say I have had the worst month of February EVAH! Seriously. I can’t even begin to tell you how much the last month has sucked.
I’m so stressed I can barely breathe. I don’t eat. I don’t sleep. I barely have the will to get up in the morning but somehow I continue to live and move about. I don’t necessarily want to, but I do it because there is no other choice.
I don’t even honestly know what my goals were for the last month. I had to look back on the post to see what promises I made to myself and here is the outcome:
- Track everything I eat/No fast food
- Turbo Fire as scheduled
- Work through PUSH
Considering that I have had the month from hell it’s really surprising to me that I actually completed most of the goals I had above. Imagine that!!!! I’m actually a bit shocked myself. I can’t say that I consciously completed the tasks but in one way or another I got it done. I ate out 3 times that I can remember and the restaurants didn’t have a drive through so I guess that’s win? I tracked most everything and most of the time. I know I missed some stuff here and there but I did track pretty regularily. I mentioned it before but I’m now on My Fitness Pal instead of Weight Watchers. Saving those Benjamins!! Or not…I don’t think I’ve even know what a hundred dollar bill looks like in real life. Ha! Moving on….
I’ve been doing TF on a regular basis. I took a few days off last week because I was having problems with every body part and organ I house and therefore decided I was just going to take a break for a bit. I got back to it today. Didn’t want to but ended up burning 400 calories even though I barely tried and took it fairly easy. I’m disappointed by that because I really am a perfectionist but I guess it is what it is.
I’m nearly done with PUSH. Loved the program and I learned several new things while going through it. If you implement the program I can see it getting you to your goals whatever they might be. That said, I worked through the program and did the assignments but I can’t say that I have implemented or stuck to plan. Maybe another time, right now I’m just thoroughly defeated and I can’t imagine adding anything to my plate at this time. Unless it’s an In n Out cheeseburger. That I could add to my plate!
So there we are. That’s February in a nut shell! And what do I have to show for it you ask? Well….here are my results for February:
- Current Weight: 185.6 (Yes I’m listing it because I just don’t give a shit anymore)
- Loss: Around 5 pounds. I say “around” because I don’t have any idea what my weight was at the beginning of February (and the info is hostage on WW) so I can’t give an accurate measure for the month of February. I’ve been so all over the place with tracking days and locations that I don’t even know anymore. I do know that I have hit the lowest weight in about 7-8 years with that number. Yay! *eyeroll* Somehow that’s not impressing me.
I won’t officially do any progress pics or measurements until the end of this week so that will be a separate post. I’ve definitely lost inches though and I know that because pants I haven’t fit comfortably in forever seem to be big. We’ll see!
Now comes the most difficult part for me. Figuring out my goals for the month of March. I have a lot of personal/life goals at this point such as “try to survive this hell you are living” so it makes it difficult to focus on health but I decided never to give up so I’m going to throw some shit up here because I have to. Boom!
Goals for March 2014 (all previous goals continued plus):
- More fruits and veggies and keep up the water intake!!
- Minimum of 2,400 calories burned a week via exercise.
- Keep a daily journal listing what I’m thankful for on that particular day.
Previous goal reminder for myself: track, no fast food, TF, finish PUSH.
And that’s it!